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« Reply #15 on Jan 8, 2007, 6:33am » | |
I saw Jesse. Well, more than that. I met up with Jesse and I held a conversation with him and he kissed me and then we talked and then I hugged him and he kissed me and then I kissed him and then we kept doing that over and over until the sun came up and we decided something.
Looking at that I realize how flipping pointless it was to write that down, but hell- at least its down.
So- the wedding. Oh, the wedding the wedding the wedding. Perfect plan. I'm going early, I know I'll see Caleb, and then Jesse's going to come. We're all going to talk and discuss this like regular, humane beings (despite our lack thereof), and simply- tell Caleb?
Well, tell him what, actually.
That I'm leaving him.
Oh, god... it feels so awful to even write it. I don't know what I'm going to do. Maybe they'll figure it out without me? Heh, without a fight?
Dear god, who am I kidding.
I need help.
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« Reply #16 on Jan 29, 2007, 4:40am » | |
I am a bitch.
Its as simple as that, it explains everything I've ever done- everything I've ever broken, people I've broken- why I've done it.
I'm a selfish little bitch who cares about nothing but her own stupid happily ever after.
Did everyone else know this though?
Heh, I can't believe I've managed to do this though.
I fucking broke Caleb, the smirk- its back. The one everything started with. And I think he's going to go after us, or something. To be honest, he has full reason- but if his intent is on killing either of us, its not going to do him much good to keep trying, I don't think anyone is actually capable of doing that...
Even so- how do I manage to do all this. I hurt Venerate, I hurt Caleb, I even hurt Orkase- I think... did I not manage to hurt Jesse too? I hurt him by going away, whether I wanted to or not. So great. The people that have mattered to me most, the ones I've loved- and I've hurt them all...
Takes one hell of a person to be able to do that.
I wish things were the way they used to be, you know? Back before I ever came to Velcora, before Orkase, before the spring... speaking of which, I almost wonder whatever happened to mother and father, and grandmother... I mean, I know they died... but how, what were their lives like? Maybe Jesse will know, I'll have to ask him.
Heh, I've been with him since the incident at the wedding. Its comforting, I'll tell you that. It always has been comforting with Jesse around, just recalling old memories, planning on going to see his mum and dad too I think... oh, I hope I see Miles as well. They were like my second family before I went away.
Moving on from myself, because it seems that is what the base of that was upon- Rose is in dire need of assistance. Apparently the vampires of the 'younger' variety have decided to make a rather unfortunate decision to turn against their coven leader.
Bad move.
Firstly, they've gone and scared Rose. So Dominic is pissed to hell, which I've got to admit, is NOT a good thing. Dominic can be quite a scary person...
But then they had to go out and try to find her, I mean- they CHASED HER OUT OF HER OWN HOME.
Ugh, this is where I get involved. As we speak I'm getting out my stakes, the silver one and the wooden one. Never know when I'll need either. And I'm going out, right after I finish this.
I need to help Rose out, she can't do this alone.
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